#||headcanons: lucille||

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NSFW Alphabet for Lucille - D, K, P, U and W

NSFW ALPHABET

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

If she's doing the horizontal tango with someone who she really loves and trusts and who she's talked her boundaries with, Lucille doesn't mind them calling her a bitch. Anyone else who does is gonna be leaving without some teeth.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Depends on the partner. But her personal favorite is slow and rough, she likes to take her time but also wants to ensure she and her partner are leaving the bedroom with reminders of what they did.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Teasing, roleplay, handcuffs, creampie, face sitting (giving), hair pulling (giving), scratching, sneaky sex, cursing, dirty talk, leather.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

She really likes to tease. She's not even subtle about it, she'll walk up to her partner and flash them when she knows they're too busy with something else to do anything about it.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Lucille doesn't like having her hair pulled or touched during sex because after everything she went through she has the feeling that it grew back weaker and she'd die from embarrassment if while doing the do her partner pulled at it and ended up with a handful of hair.

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Lucille - B   :   BOUQUET.   does your muse like flowers? which ones are their favourite? E   :   EMBRACE.   does your muse like hugs? what are their hugs like? K   :   KISS.   is your muse a good kisser? why / why not?  X   :   XOXO.   does your muse use / like pet names? Y   :   YOURS.   does your muse get protective easily?

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B   :   BOUQUET.   does your muse like flowers? which ones are their favourite?

She's more of a chocolates gal than a flowers gal but she'll accept them if someone gifts them to her, unless they're roses, Lucille hates roses, both because of the smell and because Negan would bring her roses whenever he did something he knew would make her mad.

E   :   EMBRACE.   does your muse like hugs? what are their hugs like?

Lucille is more of a shoulder or hand squeezes and kisses than a hugs person, but she does enjoy them if they come from someone she loves and trusts. When she initiates a hug it tends to be because whoever is getting hugged by her is in need of comfort or they worried her sick, so she squeezes the soul out of them.

K   :   KISS.   is your muse a good kisser? why / why not?

Lucille is a very good kisses. She loves kissing, it's romantic, it's sexy, what's there not to love about kissing. Whenever she kisses someone, she makes sure that kiss communicates what she's feeling.

X   :   XOXO.   does your muse use / like pet names?

She uses them a lot but depending on each it means something different from her. "Sweetheart" tends to be condescending, "sugar" is for platonic affection, especially towards children, and "darling" for her significant other. But she'll also use nicknames that are specific for each person, like "cowboy" for Carl, "angel" for Judith.

Y   :   YOURS.   does your muse get protective easily?

Depends on the person. Her loved ones will always be stood up for. When it comes to strangers, Lucille has a soft spot for kids, she will get protective of them if there isn’t a familiar there to care for them. She also despises those that prey on the vulnerable and weak, and will stand up for those that can’t stand up for themselves.

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(from betaofthedead. for lucille) G   :   GIFT.   is your muse good at gift - giving or do they struggle to get it right? // I    :   I LOVE YOU.   does your muse find ‘i love you’ easy or hard to say? // Y   :   YOURS.   does your muse get protective easily?

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G   :   GIFT.   is your muse good at gift - giving or do they struggle to get it right?

Lucille only ever gives gifts to those that she cares about and when she cares about someone she makes sure to know what they like and need, and so she tends to be very good at gift-giving. Still, she struggles sometimes because no gift is good enough for her significant other.

I    :   I LOVE YOU.   does your muse find ‘i love you’ easy or hard to say?

It's quite difficult for Lucille to say I love you. Last two she said said it to were her husband and best friend, who cheated on her and fucked her husband respectively, so it's come to a point where she'd rather show than say it, at least if she doesn't say it out loud it's not so humiliating if the person turns out to not love her as much as she loves them.

Y   :   YOURS.   does your muse get protective easily?

Depends on the person. Her loved ones will always be stood up for. When it comes to strangers, Lucille has a soft spot for kids, she will get protective of them if there isn't a familiar there to care for them. She also despises those that prey on the vulnerable and weak, and will stand up for those that can't stand up for themselves.

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(from betaofthedead. for lucille) [ 👓 ] does your muse tend to judge others, or are they more open-minded? // [ 🧭 ] does your muse consider themselves a good person? why or why not? // [ 🤱 ] does your muse want to have children? why or why not? // [ 👊 ] does your muse favour nonviolence? will they be violent if needed? do they revel in violence?

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@betaofthedead

[ 👓 ] does your muse tend to judge others, or are they more open-minded?

It depends on the person. If you're an asshole, she's gonna judge you hard and very vocally without as much as a pinch of shame while doing so. If not, then she will keep her opinions to herself in the case that the person does something she might not agree with.

[ 🧭 ] does your muse consider themselves a good person? why or why not?

Lucille considers herself a good person. She does her best to stay in her lane and go about her life without ruining anyone's day unless they really deserve to have their day ruined, and that is —in her opinion— what makes a good person.

[ 🤱 ] does your muse want to have children? why or why not?

Lucille would love to have a children. She didn't get to have them before the turn for many reasons, and now that she has a pretty stable living situation, she only needs someone to take that next step with. Lucille loves kids, and even if she's a bit scared of other people's babies and gets along better with teenagers, she would really like to have one of her own.

[ 👊 ] does your muse favour nonviolence? will they be violent if needed? do they revel in violence?

There was a time when Lucille revealed in violence. She found Negan's proneness to getting into fights quite charming, a part of her still finds the concept of men fighting to be attractive; but she knows that's not a good mindset to have and is working on it. Lucille'd rather fights be avoided if they can be, but if not, she won't be getting in the way to stop it. She can be violent if needed, but she's more of a quiet, calculating sort of violent.

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Lucille - [ 🫀 ] does your muse make decisions with their head or their heart? perhaps a bit of both? [ 👓 ] does your muse tend to judge others, or are they more open-minded? [ 🌊 ] does your muse have any specific fears? is there a reason why they fear these things?

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[ 🫀 ] does your muse make decisions with their head or their heart? perhaps a bit of both?

Lucille tends to make decisions with her heart, but after everything that's happened she tries her best to make decisions with her brain more because many of the choices she made before the turn haven't ended too well for her.

[ 👓 ] does your muse tend to judge others, or are they more open-minded?

It depends on the person. If you're an asshole, she's gonna judge you hard and very vocally without as much as a pinch of shame while doing so. If not, then she will keep her opinions to herself in the case that the person does something she might not agree with.

[ 🌊 ] does your muse have any specific fears? is there a reason why they fear these things?

Lucille is afraid of getting sick, the reason is that prior to getting cancer she was always a very healthy person and to suddenly be faced with such a serious illness made her realize the full extent of how easily her life could end in a slow and awful way; she's also afraid because she doesn't know if she is healthy healthy, having not had any chances to get checked since the apocalypse happened, she doesn't know if her immune system is strong enough to handle any kind of sickness.

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🫀💀👻 (Michonne & Lucille)

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Michonne

[ 🫀 ] does your muse make decisions with their head or their heart? perhaps a bit of both?

Michonne is 95% making decisions with her head and 5% making decisions with her heart. She has to care about someone a lot to take the kind of reckless decisions that tend to be made with the heart.

[ 💀 ] does your muse tend to blame themselves or others?

Michonne blames herself a lot when something happens even if she isn't really responsible for it, but she also will blame others if they were directly involved with whatever it is that happened. Like, for example, Carl's death, she blames herself for not being there for him, but also blames Negan for being the reason she wasn't able to be there for him.

[ 👻 ] what decisions have your muse made that they regret?

Leaving Andre with Mike and Terry. She regrets that more than anything in the world, because she knows that if she'd been there, or if she'd taken him with her, her baby would still be alive.

Lucille

[ 🫀 ] does your muse make decisions with their head or their heart? perhaps a bit of both?

Lucille tends to make decisions with her heart, but after everything that's happened she tries her best to make decisions with her brain more because many of the choices she made before the turn haven't ended too well for her.

[ 💀 ] does your muse tend to blame themselves or others?

Lucille with take responsibility for what she is to blame for, but she won't beat herself about it, and she definitely won't blame others for stuff that is her own fault; but she also won't allow anyone to blame her for things that aren't her fault.

[ 👻 ] what decisions have your muse made that they regret?

Keeping quiet about knowing of Negan's affair. She wishes she'd confronted him about it, but a part of her was hoping that he would tell her by himself, she definitely didn't expect for it to take as long as it took him to.

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hypothetically; if lucille survived and stayed with negan, how do you think that would go? do you think she would have had any involvement in the development of the saviors? would she have left to find a different group?

and in general, how do you think lucille would function as a savior, if at all? would that affect her relationship with him?

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hypothetically; if lucille survived and stayed with negan, how do you think that would go?

Not well TBH, even before that they had a lot of issues as a marriage and if Negan ended up still becoming the man he is in the show with her alive (which is very likely), Lucille would not have been as blinded by love as she was when he got into fights before the apocalypse and before finding out he was cheating.

do you think she would have had any involvement in the development of the saviors?

No, Lucille wouldn't want anything to do with a group like the saviors. She might attempt to talk some sense into Negan at first, to make him see just how bad it all is. But we all know he wouldn't listen. He'd justify himself, especially when he can use the excuse that he's doing it to protect her.

would she have left to find a different group?

Yes, she would have left. Lucille would have either stayed hidden within a group or gone far away enough that Negan couldn't find her. Because she knows what he's capable of better than anyone, and she doesn't want anyone else to get hurt because of her messy relationships.

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Lucille - What is their most prized possession, and where do they keep it? How have their family relationships affected their ability to trust? What is your character’s favorite comfort food — and who makes it best?

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What is their most prized possession, and where do they keep it?

Her most prized possession used to be a signed Half Moon T-shirt. She doesn't have it anymore because the apocalypse happened.

How have their family relationships affected their ability to trust?

Lucille had a good relationship with her parents, and most of her friends. It was only after she married Negan that she distanced herself a bit from people, she still had friends, at least until she got sick and also found out that one of those so called friends was fucking her husband. Her ability to trust changed after that, it's not as easy to open up to people, but she won't be rude about it. She still speaks her mind with little to no hesitation, it's just harder to talk about feelings.

What is your character’s favorite comfort food — and who makes it best?

Grilled cheese. Her mom's especially, it was Lucille's comfort food since childhood. Whenever she was having a bad day her mom would notice, make her some and sit with her as she ate, sometimes they talked about it, other times they just sat in silence.